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here are some numerous places you could explore of mine:
deadjournal.com/users/afi627440 - other better older journal.
luminesca.deviantART.com - writing crap. yayayay.

im 15 if you dont like doing the math above... but who knows...somedays i act two...others twenty-two. yay. umm. yeah. single. and well can't say im enjoying it...but ya know... better than going out with someone where its not going anywhere. i'm really paranoid about people betraying me...oh...and sometimes i think people can read my mind. too bad i'm serious? yeah. i hate latin. it sucks. yeah. thats all you need to know.

"OH WHAT A FOOL THESE MORTALS CAN BE!!" -faery of the silver forest after a human tries to cut down her tree home.

Oh I remember, I recall
A land so green, the grass so tall
Where once he pledged his love to me
For a loyal knight was he..
The storms were raging on the night
We awakened from the stranger’s might
And through those chamber doth he came
to go and serve his king.
I watched him leave, I watched him go...
As through the stormy night he trod
Riding high and strong, on mighty steed
I whispered, “Please, come back to me”
And the fairies cried for me...
It’s been eight months or even more
Since I’ve heard the news, I cry no more
I’ve seen the vision in my sight
A stranger called the Devil’s Knight
I run down to the oceans side.
His horse so still, his eyes so bright
The hills were startled by my cries
The knife cuts deep, I cannot die
And the seabirds cry for me...
And when our loyal knight came home
He found her dead, he found her gone
And from that day he walked alone
For a loyal knight was he...

Somethings you loose and somethings you just give away.

By day she wades in the sun so fair
By night makes silk of her long, dark hair
She's lit by the moonlight but left barely seen
Only noticed by her luminous eyes of emrald green.
She sings out with every breath she takes
And she cries out for every wave that breaks
I watch her linger by the shore she knows so well
And the black in her eyes announces her story to tell
"I've swam for years and years to come
I used to dream I'd find someone
And now that I've seen what beauty takes
I know I am the seas greatest mistake-
The mermaids liquid jade"
Her words word ring through the endless night
The moon will wax- I will not fight
As the cresent grows-more is to be revealed
I live on and her wounds being healed
"I've swam for years and years to come
I used to dream I'd find someone
I found a man who knew only how to love then to break
Now I know that I am the seas greatest mistake-
The mermaids liquid jade"
A pearl and all of its beauty
Hidden behind a clams lock and key
She swims away- She tries to hide
But I've opened her- found the beauty inside
And I've found the liquid jade.

i was known for chasing rainbows

You saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand.
I knew you loved me then.

If there was a love so pure,
you would have it from me.
A dark and twisted obsession.
One never ceased to be.
A thought-a feeling of desire,
One that never gets too old.
Hopes dwelling inside my fantasy,
giving life to the stories you've told.
Behind my tulip doorway
Around my daisy dresser drawers
A love I beg to give you
Parished to the petals of my floors
A world of desire for beauty,
The scented lilacs and butterflies.
Like climatis crawling up my wall,
On my bed of roses we will lie.
Oh dark fate should leave me so broken,
To find you hidden behind a tree.
Please don't swallow the poison apple.
The poison apple of which is me.
Give into your doubts, dear.
I can see how you fear to love a land you don't know.
Hide away from your hollow world.
Let me lead you to my garden and you'll never want to go.
I've been waiting for you, love.
All of my flowers all in full bloom.
Visit my morning glory canvas.
before the night can comsume (and take us into fate.)
Behind my tulip doorway.
Around my daisy dresser drawers.
A love i beg to give you,
Parished to the petals of my floors
A world of desire for beauty,
the scented lilacs and butterflies.
Like climatis crawling up my wall,
On my bed of roses we will lie.
Lily pads and tulips too,
Can't explain how I love you
Violets and mocking birds,
Aid me when I have no words.
Bleeding hearts-my angels crown,
My gardens dry water me down.
Behind my tulip doorway.
Around my daisy dresser drawers.
A love i beg to give you,
Parished to the petals of my floors
A world of desire for beauty,
the scented lilacs and butterflies.
Like climatis crawling up my wall,
On my bed of roses we will lie
On my bed of roses we will die.

don't close you're eyes
god know what lies behind them.
Don't turn out the lights.
never sleep. never die.

Bared on you're tomb
i'm a prayer for your loneliness

The apple falls far from the tree
she's rotten and so beautiful.



We were tight
But it falls apart
As silver turns to blue
Waxing with the candlelight
And burning just for you
Allocate your sentiment
And stick it in a box
I've never been an extrovert
But i'm still breathing

Lie to me.
Convince me this is all a dream.
Cry for me.
When you’re long gone. Moving on.

dead girls dance they burn and twirl
witch hunt. witch cunt.
burn this girl.

~$^*L00k 70 7h3 5ky*^$~

Am i too lost to be saved??

Give me something Easy That i can complicate.


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I've been looking in the mirror for so long
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling shatter:
Shards of me too sharp to put back together;
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her
And I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit's well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever
And all of this will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder:
Which of us do you love?
So I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no-
Bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
[Chorus]
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end
[Chorus x3]
Servatis a pereculum.
Servatis a maleficum.

ooh baby love me right ,
let me love you till the morning comes ,
ooh sugar , love me right ,
you know i want to be the only one ,

Your Taste in Music:

Dance: High Influence

90's Pop: Medium Influence

Heavy Metal: Medium Influence

80's Rock: Low Influence

90's Alternative: Low Influence

90's Rock: Low Influence

Classic Rock: Low Influence

Punk: Low Influence

"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night."- Edgar Alan Poe "The man who had no imagination has no wings." Muhammad Ali "The soul never thinks without an mental picture."-Aristotle "Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination will get you everywhere."- albert einstein "if you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost, that is where they should be... now build foundations under them."- Henry David Thoreau Dim vales -and shadowy floods - And cloudy-looking woods, Whose forms we can't discover For the tears that drip all over. Huge moons there wax and wane - Again -again -again - Every moment of the night Forever changing places - And they put out the starlight With the breath from their pale faces. About twelve by the moon-dial One more filmy than the rest (A kind which, upon trial, They have found to be the best) Comes down -still down -and down With its centre on the crown Of a mountain's eminence, While its wide circumference In easy drapery falls Over hamlets, over hall Wherever they may be - O'er the strange woods -o'er the sea - Over spirits on the wing Over every drowsy thing - And buries them up quite In a labyrinth of light - And then, how deep! -Oh, deep! Is the passion of their sleep. In the morning they arise, And their moony covering Is soaring in the skies, With the tempests as they toss, Like -almost any thing - Or a yellow Albatross. They use that moon no more For the same end as before - Videlicet, a tent - Which I think extravagant: Its atomies, however, Into a shower dissever, Of which those butterflies, Of Earth, who seek the skies, And so come down again (Never-contented things!) Have brought a specimen Upon their quivering wings. Your Livejournal zombie attack. LiveJournal Username The name of your zombie infested home town. Your zombie killing weapon of choice. How much do zombies scare you? More than death itself.ZOMBIES!?! HOLY FREAKING CRAP!They freak me out a bit.Well... They're a bit scary... I guess.Zombies? Meh. Small stuff.I eat zombies for breakfast. Oh noes!!11 A zombie! What do you do? RUUUUUUUUUUUN!Its shot gun time.Sit in my arm chair, flip on CNN, and have some ice cream.Hide under the bed. No one looks under the bed.Hunt down the zombie leader.Steal your neighbors car.A BARREL ROLL! Blasting zombies left and right with a freaking twelve guage. What do you think? _gestapo Curled into a fetal position crying their eyes out. ritzthegreat Is pwning some zombies with Don't Stop Me Now playing in the background. inhisslutgarden Is sitting at home watching CNN and eating ice cream. panda_chaser101 Get ripped to pieces by the zombies. Bummer. spyre_the_dark Is the zombie king who you must destroy to end the zombie menace. xylophagous Number of zombies you decapitate. 319 Chances you survive the zombie swarm. 99% This Fun Quiz created by Rob at BlogQuiz.Net Taurus Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

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